Experience

Gani Lawal rekindles a passion for story-telling

Rekindling the joy for story-telling


Reported by Gani Lawal

Published on Tuesday, June 9th, 2026

Experience

Gani Lawal rekindles a passion for story-telling

Rekindling the joy for story-telling


Written by Gani Lawal

Published on Tuesday, June 9th, 2026

When I was growing up, my Dad used to tell my older brother and I a lot of stories and was always getting and reading us books too.

It must have influenced me because by the age of 5 I loved telling, reading and writing stories. I would fill up exercise books as though they were novels and when I got older and learnt poetry I’d write some of my stories in the form of poems.

A cartoon image of a black father sitting with a black girl and reading her a story.
Gani’s Dad used to read her a lot of stories in her early years.

My stories were mostly fantastical, involving new worlds or undiscovered ones within our own such as a civilisation of toys with their own shops, trades and lives to be found under the floorboards of our house.

I would write with a passion, as if something was driving me, chasing me to get all my thoughts down. Later, when I had younger siblings, I’d tell them about these worlds I’d created in my stories.

A black girl writing in a notebook.
Gani approached journaling with enthusiasm.

When I became a teenager, I was gifted a plain notebook by a favourite primary school teacher and was given the idea of using it as a diary.

I approached journaling with enthusiasm and when I wrote about my daily exploits I felt as though was talking to a treasured friend.

But at around the age of 14 or so, I lost the bug for writing. My passion for story-telling just dried up. I put away my notepads and that was the end of that.

At sixth form college I focussed mainly on the sciences and although I did do English literature A’Level, an experience I had on that course put me off writing even more.

We were asked to do an essay about a blended family where the father was quite strict and the mother had died. For me, the subject was really emotional when it came to the essay I got a severe case of writers’ block and ended up writing about something else instead.

That episode seemed to kill off any last surviving bits of ‘Gani the story-teller.’

It’s interesting for me to look back and remember when I loved writing so much it made me breathless.

By the time I left college I’d long since left behind my habit of creative writing and then I continued going in the opposite direction, studying finance and engineering.

So, all these years later, it’s interesting for me to look back and remember when I loved writing so much it made me breathless.

Having been away from writing so long now I’d love to get back to it and report on the issues that I and other Disabled people face.

Perhaps then, the story-teller in me never did die.

Written by Gani Lawal


Hi I'm Gani, I've lived in Camden for about 6 years and in London since I was five.  As a child, story-telling was in my blood but over the years I lost the bug for it. After leaving University, I worked in finance for many years but had to leave due to mental health challenges. Now that I am a CDA reporter, I want to get back to writing and telling stories so I can speak up for people with mental health and other conditions.

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